Its Friday today!

 

BUT, I do not have the friday mood. Sigh,  Because tonight still got viewings, it is the 5th friday that I have not been gg out with dd. So Sad, pple friday always go out have fun, but I am always caught up with something. Sad. Sad. Sad.

 

Finally got back all the required documents for signatory. Hehehe. Hope that the auditor partner can quickly review and then I can case close for the Statutory Report.

 

Nothing much to blog. These few days a bit bothered, not feeling very well both physically and mentally, Hopefully its just a passing phase and not here to stay. Just want to be happy.

 

Till Then ....

Y is it that when you tell people something, (i.e. he reminds you of someone etc), he will jump straight to the conclusion that he is being compared with someone, when in actual fact, is not?

 

 

By initiating an sms to tell you how I felt, i expect you to at least apologise for neglecting for that brief moment when the newspapers are more interested than a sick girlfriend. But instead, the reply I got was "I was just flipping the papers and i do not like to be compared with some moron". So this sms shows that it is ALL about yourself. First, you tried to say that the newspaper is not interesting and you are merely flipping over to past time while your sick girlfriend should actually initiate if she wants attention and not sit there and sulk when she didnt get the expected attention from you. Secondly, you mentioned you do not like to be compared with some moron, so its about YOUR feelings again. You feel that when she said you reminds her of how she was being treated, you flare up saying you do not want to be compared. Did she ever said she COMPARES you with him? She just DO NOT want to be treated in such a way that will remind her of how she was being treated. Thats how simple her sms meant.

 

Sometimes, I really wonder, is it due to changes in expectations from me? Or is it that you have really changed, from how you cared and showered your attention on me a year ago. You promised you will not compromise on that, but why is it that I feel that the way you cared is no longer the same? Familarity issue?

I am really not sure.

 

 

Just kinda disappointed.

Enough Said.
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*** love nv fail to hurt pple ***

Round One passed!

 

Hee, had a short meeting with boss yesterday, he actually "passed" my work without even looking into it in details. Hmmm, am I supposed to feel happy that he trusted me ? Or does he feel that it is a waste of time to go through nitty gritty accounts ? Wahahahahha. Also couriered out the necessary documents to NYK. Round Two is to pray hard that the documents will come back ASAP!

 

 

Lots of viewing for house, for 2nd viewing too. BUT, valuation not out yet!! argh. So pple cant make an offer. Wish that valuation can be out today! haha, Fat Hope! But still hoping lo. Then pple over the weekend who come over can see and offer. Hehehez. Some buyers tell me that my house is very nice. Hmmm, really ? Maybe last time ba, but after all the unpleasant things that happened between me and R in the house, it no longer feels like a home. To me, it is just a financial tool for now, to get me the profits that I can make.

 

 

Weekend here soon.  Tmr evening will b e ktv-ing with dd's ex colleagues. Actually feel a bit out of place, because I am not used to ktv-ing with such a big group. Why? Because cant get to sing a lot lor. And also, paisay, coz some of the pple I never really talk to before. Sigh. Anyway I will join them later la, coz might have some viewings at 8pm. Then shall go back dd place to marathon DVD lor. Kekekekeke

 

 

Yesterday made some cheesecake at Sis's place. Didnt turn out to be very successful coz I took out the sugar from the recipe as I thought it will be too sweet to put three-quarter cup sugar in such small portion of cheese. Texture ok for first batch, but 2nd batch went straight into the bin. Sob Sob. Better stick to non-bake cheesecake. Hahahaha

 

 

Yesterday lunch time, have this idea of setting up a cafe, coz both me and dd really have the passion of making drinks, him into coffee, me into chocolates. Maybe one day, we can really have our own cafe, and work together 12 hours a day, and go home together, go to work together, without having to worry about conflicts of interests issue blah blah blah.

 

 

Thats about all for now.

Till then.

It has been a busy weekend.

 

Ever since we signed an exclusive with DWG on wed/thurs (cant remember!), they have been getting buyers all over the place to view our flats. I must say, got pple view better than no pple view. Can see some interested faces, but because valuation not out yet, so, we cant quote a selling price to those who are interested in the flat.

 

 

There was this particular chinese couple (from China) who is really quite detailed, as in, they bring the compass all over the house, taking note of the direction of the sun, wind, blah blah blah. Coz I was not staying there for quite awhile, I actually forgot what time the kitchen sun comes in, and I just anyhow "bomb" that usually Morning lor, which in fact, according to his compassology, it should be late afternoon. Heck la! Haha, he is worried that his clothes will not dry! zzz. Anyway, it was after they left that the agent told us that they have been looking for quite awhile already, and hasnt found a place suited to their needs, haha. Well, maybe they are just trying to get the "perfect" place. Dd even joked that if they want a 2nd viewing, they might even whip out the geomancy "plate".

 

 

I was back early on Sunday to cope with the viewing, R was at home, playing games obviously. Anyway, has a little chat coz I was asking what furniture he wanna move out with him. Apparently, he wanted almost everything lo! Let him lor, but i did bargain for one or two items so that in future, can give to my sis la. He started boasting about the girlfren, though being 20 yrs old, but is a mature young lass. Good for him lor, although I can sense sarcasm in his words, probably like my mum said, he is just trying to convince himself he has got a good catch. Well, if it is really the case, then I can only wish him good luck, coz not sure how long the mature young lass would be able to put up with such a loser. *evil*

 

 

Went to Hotel Rendezous for High Tea with dd, mum and my godsis family. Was quite an enjoyable one, but I ate over my limit, and ended up having a really horrible trip back home, coz I was feeling nausea! Can you believe it ?! Haha, not that I ate a lot though, probably just ate a little too fast, (and too furious coz I wipe off one-third of the famous durian cake!) Haha, anyway went home for a game of mahjong, and end of the day with half an hour of hugs with dd. Hee.

 

 

This coming week will also be a busy one. Having a photoshoot on saturday, with mummy, naldo and elthea. Excited. Hee. Hope the pictures will turn out nice, I think I will wear some loose clothes to conceal my fats la. Haven been exercising a lot lately. Lazy Lazy Lazy! And school starts on mid july, haiz. Think I will continue to grow fatter and fatter. Help me!!!

 

 

Thats all for now la.

Gotta go back to work.