Arghhhss!

 

The suspense is killing me! Today, I will know if I will be few grands richer.

BUT ..... the answer is not out yet. Had been "tormenting" me for the past week.

Really Really hope we can secure the deal! And best of all, can skip door knock tonight. Wahahaha!

 

Korea-ing tomorrow nite. Yays!

Got my first salary in APM, not full, but ard two-third. Its a nice feeling having some money into the account. But I am still wishing for that few grand!!

 

Wish me best of luck!!!

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1.5 more days to Korea! Yays!

 

These few days, not feeling exactly very well, cause the sharp chest pain is here again. Is it my gastric going into spasms again? Sigh. When can I have good health? Sob.

Ok, No junk food and Ice cream for me anymore, until at least I am cleared from these spasms for 3 months!!

 

I do hope that I did not get GERD, cause it sounds so scary from the information I read from the internet. And worse still, most people need to go for the scope to ascertain the damange done to the esophagus and gastric. Sigh. I really do not wish to go through that. Just feel that it will be very uncomfortable and unbearable.

 

Work is not getting any better. Feel like throwing in the towel, but will feel that I let my manager down, and also, my own bank account down! Sigh. But I am really not enjoying and this job has put a further strain to my stress level. Is it wise to continue? I really wonder.

 

Not much stuff to update. I hope to enjoy myself in Korea. I want to!

 

Till then.

1.5 more days to Korea! Yays!

 

These few days, not feeling exactly very well, cause the sharp chest pain is here again. Is it my gastric going into spasms again? Sigh. When can I have good health? Sob.

Ok, No junk food and Ice cream for me anymore, until at least I am cleared from these spasms for 3 months!!

 

I do hope that I did not get GERD, cause it sounds so scary from the information I read from the internet. And worse still, most people need to go for the scope to ascertain the damange done to the esophagus and gastric. Sigh. I really do not wish to go through that. Just feel that it will be very uncomfortable and unbearable.

 

Work is not getting any better. Feel like throwing in the towel, but will feel that I let my manager down, and also, my own bank account down! Sigh. But I am really not enjoying and this job has put a further strain to my stress level. Is it wise to continue? I really wonder.

 

Not much stuff to update. I hope to enjoy myself in Korea. I want to!

 

Till then.

Its Friday Again! Yippies!

 

Actually the week really pass very fast if we dun keep lamenting on how tiring it is. Coz the more busy you are, the faster the time Zoooooommm pass. And there, its friday again. I will be lying if I say time flies, because it really didnt! I was busy for most of Mon to Wed, but by Thurs, time is crawling, coz things at work came to a standstill again, and here I have time blogging early in the morning. haha! 

 

Weekend will be a busy one, going to PP to get some Lancome stuff for my "post-winter" trip, then sunday will be collecting my gowns from Whitelink. Hopefully dun need any altering as dd will need to rush for class. Talk bout this, I sitll need to give them a call later to push forward the appt. Tmr will also be meeting up sis and LL for lunchie @ taka. Indonesian food! yays!

 

Tnite will also be going supper with buddy,  been a long time since we met up. Haha. Not sure where we heading to yet, depending on the mode of transport. If no car, most prob will end up at pioneer mall macdonalds. Quite sian of the food actually, but nvm la, its more for chatting up.

 

Excited bout the korea trip, hehe, first time travelling to a country of less than 15 degrees at any point in time, and might even have the possibility of dipping into the single digits. woohoo. excited and worried at the same time la. Dunno i can tahan the cold-ness a not. hahaha. Cant tahan also have to tahan lor! I am sure dd will help by distracting me from the cold. Hehehe. He say he will take good care of me de hor!

 

Also, hoping that Naldo will be good boy and eat his medicine properly when mum feeds him. Coz i will not be around for 4 mornings. He definitely need to have his dose promptly. Think he will be a good boy la. Will miss him also. But lately seeing him so happy that mum is ard at home msot of the time to "accompany" him, i feel very glad. And at least, mum is resting also. Thats v good. But also mean that I have to work harder to earn more money to contribute to the household, coz with mum not working, the household income is down by 3k. And not to mention there is the car instalment that needs to be taken care of. So i must endure here in APM. at least these 3 mths, contribute more :)

 

Really hoping to hear from BY to get the JMS deal. We have spend quite a bit of effort and time talking to the Chartis and AIA Group Solutions people, as well as filling up the tedious lengthy forms. Hopefully we can secure it and both of us (Sam & I) will be a few grand richer. Newcomer Jem scored a big deal on her first case. Kudos to her! But i feel it boils down to the circle of frens that one has to be able to secure big deals. I dun think anyone around me can and want to fork out 17k there and then for a year's insurance. If anyone of you can, pls tell me! Wahahhahaha. Strangely, knowing that Jem is performing well makes me feel better as i feel that we (the rest of the team) is not performing up to standard and the fixed overheads are taking a toll on Sam. Not that it is of any business of mine, but i still feel 'bad' for not contributing. Actually dunno how long i can survive in this trade. Will evaluate this coming October....

 

On a lighter note, both dd and I are so looking forward to our new home. Only 3 weeks away from the 2nd appt, and 7 weeks away from collection of keys! Woohoo. Need to get the reno settled soon though.

 

Till then!

I welcome myself to married life again. :)

This post is close to 1 month late, haha, but thats because previously blogger screwed up my previous long long entry of updates and never went up on the page. Arghhs. So, I am not going back retrospective to type ALL that I had wanted to tell, again. Lets move forward instead. :)

 

Next thurs will be off to Korea for a pre-wedding shoot. Actually I am looking forward to it more as a trip for dd and I, coz it has been a long time since we went over the sea. kekeke. The last time was to Sunway in March last year. All along, I was under the impression that Korea's weather should be in mid 10s to early 20s during our trip, but I was so very wrong when one fine day, I was googling on Korea's weather and found out that its like only close to 10 degrees early April. Frantically, we went in search of winter clothes, managed to buy and borrow some. :) Thanks for feli, I got a decent black jacket which looks nice enough for my casual outfit for photoshoot.

 

Ever since I started this temp job at APM, it has been rather hectic coz I was juggling some personal favour from my ex-boss as well. And to top it off, I have promised Sam that I will join all team activities for prospecting. Though it hasnt really started (has been postponed for 2 weeks), I have been meeting one or two clients after work or overall the weekend to tie up some stuff and prospect them as well. Work at APM suxs ttm, but no choice, they offer the greatest "consideration" so I will have to "bit tight teeth nerve" to continue for as long as I can. Is this again, putting too much stress on myself? Sigh.

 

Haven gotten the green light yet, for my T4, TSH. sighz. But was given the green light to go preggie as the medication can be replaced by PTUs. Hee. Actually I really shouldnt worry too much if my T4 and TSH forever doesnt go back to the normal range because my main concern before was about conceiving. Now that doc says I can go ahead and conceive, my concern is really uncalled for anymore. Although deep within me, I do hope that my levels will return to normal, so that I can be worry-free.

 

Its 9am, auditors meeting today, and have to continue on my stats report. Sigh. Difficult to escape Stats once you start to know of its existence. But over here in APM, everything is so manual that I really missed Oracle GL Wand, Oracle Discoverer and Oracle Financials. Boohoohoo.

 

Hope Dd will get good luck on his "prowling".

:)

 

Till then.

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